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1. |
In Despair
04:45
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Here is my take on the state of the world today
The rise of racial hatred and religious driven decay
I’m sick of the lies that are propagated everywhere
Maybe I’m not the only one who’s falling into despair
It’s people like you that make me sick
You try to mislead, being quiet and quick
We gotta strike back, loudly and fast
so that this enticement won’t last
The time of reckoning has come
and all the injustice will be undone
You protest and instigate ‘cause you’re living miserable lives
You raise concerns and fears waving flags with nothing but lies
You’re a disgrace for all of us fearing what you don’t understand
Suppression is a thing I cannot stand
Stomping on the rights of the minority
Suffering from a sense of inferiority
But you‘re outnumbered and we won’t fall for your lies
You fight an unholy war lobotomizing your youth
Executions for the media, hiding the obvious truth
You enslave the dissident all in the name of god
But what kind of religion condones a deadly squad
Suicide bombs as a shortcut to Jannah
Ruling a caliphate that your own people refuse
But you’re outnumbered and we won’t fall for your lies
Home of the “brave”, land of the “free”
Stop pointing fingers and your self-righteous agency
Stop your shadow government and the torture of the innocent
Stop fueling the fire, stop waging war!
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2. |
A Fault In The Stars
04:22
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Did the time stop again tonight?
Does your world overflow in rain tonight?
Do you have a final request
before you lay yourself to rest?
Did you hide yourself again to cry alone?
Do you feel tight to a fate in a world so wrong?
Did you run away again from the crowd?
Are you tired of life, letting you down?
Did you walk alone all night again?
Did you never care to learn?
Did you sense the flaw in the world of ours?
Do you see the fault in our stars?
Is it raining where you are tonight?
Are you looking for a place to hide?
Is it raining where you are tonight?
Are you the only one to see the fault in the sky?
Do you fake your smiles?
Do you suffocate?
Have you figured out a way
to live without the ones you love?
Are you blind to the truth ‘cause you’ve suffered enough?
Do you see them fading away yet the only family you’ve ever had?
Did you sense the flaw in the world of ours?
Do you see the fault in our stars?
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3. |
Haunted Life
03:42
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Do you need to suffer to feel any love?
If I hurt you would you feel enough?
How does it feel to bleed the way I bled for you?
Do you recall this hell?
It’s the same pain you put me through
And how does it feel alone, cold and lost in darkness?
When there’s no place to turn
No shelter, nowhere to run?
Where will you hide when there’s no escape?
Where will you go when you can’t run away from my hate?
Caged in a world build in your mind
No way to escape from this haunted life
What makes you really think that I’m scared by you?
When I lost everything that I feared to lose?
All hope’s destroyed nothing will ever fill the void
Nothing’s left to regret the pain just goes on and on
And how does it feel alone, cold and lost in darkness?
When there’s nothing left to find nothing to gain, nothing to lose?
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4. |
Tell Me
03:56
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How do you laugh, why don’t you cry?
How do you breathe, why don’t you die?
How come you never even apologized?
How do you live, how do you sleep?
How do you feel, why don’t you scream?
And how come you never said that you’re sorry?
What do you see when you close your eyes?
What do you hear in the silence at night?
What do you dream and how can you be satisfied?
Just look me in the eyes and tell me why!
How do you love, why aren’t you sad?
How do you smile, why don’t you regret?
How can you be happy, why are you well?
How do you sense, why aren’t you numb?
How do you speak, why aren’t you dumb?
And how come you don’t suffer and start to decay?
Why don’t you burn in hell?
Why don’t live in shame?
Can you look at yourself without atrocity?
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5. |
All I Ever
04:24
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Others looked at me but it was your eyes I beheld
Others laughed with me but it was your smile I saw
They talked to me but it was your voice I heard
Others held me but it was your hands I felt
All I ever found
All I ever felt
All I ever wanted was you
All I ever missed
All I ever lost
All I ever cared for was you
In different faces I tried to find a part of you
I’ve been searching to find out there is no substitute
In different places I tried to find someone like you
I‘ve been seeking to find out my soul is destitute without you
Others protected me but it was your shelter I sought
Others deceived me but it was you who gave me clarity
They seduced me but it was you who lead my way
Others filled in time when my story went on without you
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6. |
Lost & Found
04:04
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Others looked at me but it was your eyes I beheld
Others laughed with me but it was your smile I saw
They talked to me but it was your voice I heard
Others held me but it was your hands I felt
All I ever found
All I ever felt
All I ever wanted was you
All I ever missed
All I ever lost
All I ever cared for was you
In different faces I tried to find a part of you
I’ve been searching to find out there is no substitute
In different places I tried to find someone like you
I‘ve been seeking to find out my soul is destitute without you
Others protected me but it was your shelter I sought
Others deceived me but it was you who gave me clarity
They seduced me but it was you who lead my way
Others filled in time when my story went on without you
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7. |
As The Night Falls
04:12
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How could the face I used to know
Suddenly turn so glassy and cold?
What about the promises we made?
Where is the future in which we believed?
What happened to the ones we used to be?
When did we stop to care?
I’ve got to destroy what rages inside of me
And as the night falls
Please pretend to care
The silence speaks so loud
But nobody’s there
And when the dawn illuminates my worst side
Please hold me one last time
Erase the life that I once knew
Burn it down to create it new
Wake up from the nightmare that I call my life
Redeem my heart and free my soul
Kill the demons that took control
and redesign a life that’s worth of me
Some things never really come alive
‘though sometimes they never really die
I somehow like how it feels not to feel
and to redesign a life that’s worth of me
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8. |
Gone Astray
03:38
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This frightening silence is much too loud
And nothing, even you, can help me now
Everything’s indifferent, everything hurts
I try to explain but I can’t find the words
My desires and my sanity, I want to lose it all
If I got rid of them there’d be nowhere left to fall
I don’t know where I belong, I somehow went astray
I feel so far away
Make me deaf for the voices that I hear
Make me blind for the pictures haunting me
Make me numb for the pain that I feel
Make a promise that I can trust
Take away these feelings from me
Take the pressure and the fear
Let me wake up in another life
Kill these thoughts poisoning my mind
Oh reel my life forward to another day
Save me out of this hell
I got nowhere to go, no place to stay
I’m trying to defeat yesterday
We are lost in a vision of how it all should be
Until we’re held back by the chains of reality
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9. |
Cease To Exist
03:12
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Get the fuck away from me!
I don’t want you to hold my hand
You restrict me but don’t understand
You will never control me
I know how you feel, I know your insides
I know what destroys your life
Don’t be too sure that you’ll survive
I feel an emptiness
that seems to burn me from the inside
I feel like I am dying
and my heart has been ripped out
I feel like I'm choking,
buried underneath a ton of mud,
I feel so disappointed
just because of the fact that you still exist
Why do you exit?
(Please cease to exit!)
I couldn’t care less what you do
I’m not interested in you
I’m so sick of your face
I know what you fear I know your mind
I know what veils your sight
I know where you try to hide I guess you never knew what I withhold
I’ve seen so many rise and fall
What makes you think that you’ll be spared?
I’m not searching for love
or anything from up above
I just don’t give a fuck
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10. |
Stop The Noise
04:00
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You cannot scare me with your vacant faces (No!)
You cannot scare me with your hollow words
You cannot haunt me with your apathy
in a world of growing void
No, I don’t understand but still I take the blame
I try to find relief but still I feel the same
Be careful I’m a threat, a menace to the society
So keep your distance, you’d better stay away from me
Try to recapture me, I’m one step ahead
Don’t waste your time on me
I make no sense at all
I look into the mirror and see an empty shell
I’ve gone to hell and back but nowhere felt like home
Surrounded by so many people, still I feel alone
What a dream, a dreadful dream my life has become
Try to recapture me, I’m somewhere left behind
Don’t waste your time on me
I make no sense at all
I feel so lost out here
Never knew a place I felt at home
Please stop the noise in my head (please stop)
Please stop these hollow words
Just stop the noise in my head!
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11. |
Braver Than Fear
03:58
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I feel so sick n‘ tired
but I must be strong
I’m here, I love you
You’ll never be alone
I am stronger than depression and braver than fear
And nothing will ever exhaust me
When darkness descends upon you
remember that you’re not alone
And when the cold wind haunts you
remember that I will protect you
I’ll take the pain and bury it - behind a laugh
And I will welcome the demons on your behalf
I feel so sick n‘ tired
but I must be strong
I’m here, I love you
You’ll never be alone
I am stronger than depression and braver than fear
And nothing will ever exhaust me
It wasn’t hard to love you
You’re so much better than you know
You’re searching for protection
Trying to kill what’s left inside
I am no saint but I will try – I’ll reach out my hand
When your dreams are dead but the nightmares never end
I feel so sick n‘ tired
but I must be strong
I’m here, I love you
You’ll never be alone
I am stronger than depression and braver than fear
And nothing will ever exhaust me
I will always take care of you my dear
Whatever happens, whatever might be done
It don’t matter, nobody will hurt you
Nobody will take you away from me
I feel so sick n‘ tired
but I must be strong
I’m here, I love you
You’ll never be alone
I am stronger than depression and braver than fear
And nothing will ever exhaust me
stronger than depression
stronger than depression
and braver than fear
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Disruptive Minds Hamm, Germany
Disruptive Minds are an Alternative rockband founded near Dortmund, Germany in 2004. Beneath a dark vibe, melodic based Rock songs with a Punk attitude emerge, blended by the distinct emotional vocals of frontman Kol]a. Lyrically the songs reflect growing up in the suburbs of the Ruhr Area in Germany, trying to balance social expectations, angst and individual desires. ... more
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